I Was Always Tired, Until I Discovered ‘Single-Tasking’

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I knew I had an issue once I started utilizing meditation as a multitasking alternative.

At the urging of mates who swear by apps like Calm and Headspace, I jumped on the meditation bandwagon throughout the international upheaval of 2020, hoping it could assist me find the “center” I’d misplaced beneath piles of laundry and dishes, fixed Zoom troubleshooting requests from my children, my very own skilled obligations and really vocal reminders from our cat that his meals dish was empty once more.

But, as a person with a beautiful British accent instructed me to breathe and let my thoughts wander, I spotted I used to be concurrently planning dinner, questioning which Netflix sequence to binge subsequent and protecting an ear on my children within the subsequent room to ensure nobody was combating or injured. When the recording ended, I checked “Meditate” off of my psychological to-do record and was no extra centered than once I began.


It’s a drained cliché that mothers are at all times drained. But I used to be, in truth, at all times drained. Often drained and blissful, generally drained and confused, sometimes drained and indignant – however drained was the widespread denominator. When you’ve gotten a child, you’ll be able to chalk fatigue as much as a really actual lack of sleep, however my children are dependable sleepers, out of diapers and in a position to deal with fairly just a few every day duties on their very own. My “mom-of-newborn” stage of fatigue on the finish of every day wasn’t including up.

Then it hit me: perhaps I used to be at all times drained as a result of I used to be at all times multitasking. The majority of the time, my physique was going by way of one set of motions whereas my mind was tackling one other. Even when the 2 had been aligned, equivalent to checking and responding to emails, I used to be shifting quickly between messages from work, my children’ college, mates, extraordinarily persistent political organizations, and others. No marvel I used to be fried by 6pm.

So lately I made a change, and I rediscovered “single-tasking.” This is the method of selecting one exercise and specializing in simply that one exercise till completion; it’s possible you’ll bear in mind it from the times earlier than you had children. When I sat down to reply to work emails, for example, I opened solely work emails and briefly ignored all different topic strains. More importantly, once I was doing one thing with one among my children, I attempted to be mentally current the entire time as a substitute of leaping forward to what wanted to occur afterwards.


Of course, as a dad or mum it isn’t potential to single-task on a regular basis and even more often than not. Many of my makes an attempt are derailed. But every time I succeed, I discover that the duties are accomplished quicker and often extra successfully as a result of I’m giving them my full consideration. When that “task” is high quality time with my children or my husband, all of us emerge happier and extra relaxed once we focus simply on one another. From a bodily standpoint, I’m additionally much less drained. The feeling hasn’t disappeared fully, however for my mind, single-tasking is the equal of an influence nap.

Sometimes we mothers put on our multitasking expertise as a badge of honor, and rightfully so as a result of the feminine mind is a power to be reckoned with. But there’s a line between multitasking successfully and multitasking to the purpose of burnout. I got here dangerously shut this previous 12 months, however I’m transferring in the correct route, one step – and process – at a time.

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